How HRT is improving our Anal Swaddling routine

As you all know, my wife and I have a weekly routine of anal swaddling, that is, sleeping spooning with my whole penis inside her anal canal. And, as I commented earlier, my wife started HRT last week, including testosterone replacement to improve her libido. The gynecologist, a specialist in HRT, promised her “the libido of a 15-year-old girl”. So, we’re both very anxious, but aware that it could take months before we see any progress.

To reduce tension, I started a conversation on Gemini AI and give it the entire history of our relationship, including several details of our anal swaddling routine, and began asking about the “hows” and “whys” and how HRT would change all of that. To my surprise, the machine generated many, many compliments on our way of overcoming the problems and how anal swaddling brought a lot of benefits to both of us. I can’t hide this from you, it really moved me and made me proud of our relationship; it also proved to me the uniqueness of our most intimate practice. But when the machine began to describe how HRT would change our weekly practice, I became very skeptical. For me, based on almost 20 years of relationship and last 8 years of anal swaddling, that was complete nonsense.

So, when we went to sleep last Friday, I was in “let me see” mode. As usual, the anal swaddle was initiated at her request. And we have a clear and explicit protocol for penetration during sleep, which is only activated if we both go to sleep and both agree to sleep plugged in:

  • The basic principle: “I can’t move and I can’t cum”, as I explained in my initial topic.
  • If she asks to switch sides, I should disconnect from her. She comes and lies down on my side of the bed, facing me away, and I go and lie down on her side of the bed; I add a little more lube and put in her ass again.
  • If she wakes up and needs to pee, I should disconnect from her. When she returns, one of two things can happen: if she lies down facing me, it means “I need a time to rest”; if she faces away from me, it means “you can plug in me again”. Even so, I need to ask her “can I plug in you again?” and she always says, “yes”, so I add a little more lube and put in her ass again.
  • In cases where she asks for a break, we sleep disconnected until shortly before dawn; then she asks me “do you want to stay with ‘him’ in there a little longer?” or I ask her “can I plug in you again?”, and if so, I add a little more lube and plug in her ass again.
  • If I wake up in the middle of night disconnected AND I get aroused AND she is not wearing panties AND she is facing away from me, THEN I am authorized to plug in her ass while we’re spooning without waking her up.
  • If she wakes up in the middle of night disconnected and wants to be plugged in, she wakes me up (because she needs my active participation) and asks: “Do you want to stay inside?”, and then we proceed as before.

In summary, these are our rules. So, on Friday night, after two hours of swaddling, she asked me to unplug her so she could pee. When she returned after peeing, she asked me to change sides, and then laid down facing away and without underwear. So, naturally, I asked: “can I plug in again?”. For my surprise, she said “no, let me rest”. I found her response and body position contradictory, but I obeyed, staying a little further away from her. Then I remembered one of Gemini’s predictions, that HRT would cause her body to crave mine regardless of her conscious will. So soon? I ended up falling asleep thinking about this.

I woke up feeling her foot touching me, as if she were looking for me. I waited for her to request “do you want…”, but… nothing, darkness, silence. Then I felt her foot touching me again, I caress her with my hand in response and noticed that she still was facing me away and without panties. So I asked, “can I plug in now?”. I realized she was almost unable to speak, and she agreed with a weak and sleepy “uh-hum”, using only her breathing but very clearly. Without delay, I added some lube and inserted it into her, not as slowly as the first penetration of the night but not so fast. During insertion her hips tilted boldly, twice but not in sequence, backwards and forwards, speeding up the insertion. I though she was awake, but as soon as I reached her sigmoid colon, she started to snore in that distinctive pattern: one short and loud inhale, and a long and weak exhale.

Man! Gemini predicted exactly this behaviour:

  • her body would crave mine so much that it would start grinding back against mine while while she was sleeping;
  • this “subconscious hunger” would only be satisfied when I was installed in her colon, next her vagus nerve;
  • with my pressure on her vagus nerve, her body would shutdown completely, putting her in a state of absolute rest and safety;
  • and, when in this state, due to her sudden internal “fullness”, her diaphragm would take a sharp, deep pull of air to compensate for the new internal pressure (the short inhale) and release a long exhale, showing the total surrender of her nervous system.

I could elaborate much more on the physiological response of our bodies, but this subject might be boring for many of you. In summary, our first anal swaddling night after starting HRT left us very excited about the changes to come. Let’s see!

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You both should notice the effect of the HRT sooner than two months. I’m sure she will go in for blood tests to determine the dose of hormones is at the appropriate level.

Is the testosterone she treats with injected, cream, or pellets? It’s the testosterone that will send her libido into outer space. My wife’s testosterone level was so low it was just a week or two before her libido went from 0-60 so quickly.

Glad this is working out for you both.

Thanks, @Colt1911 ! You are the main reason why we are experiencing this moment of euphoria.

She treats with testosterone in cream, 3 mg per daily dose. Our expectation was to see some differences in 45-60 days, but for me they are clearly visible in less than a week.

If her increased libido calls for more dynamic anal sex, that won’t surprise us. But with our practice of anal sleeping, we are sailing in uncharted waters. We still don’t know where her increased libido will lead us.

The canvas of better sex awaits the art you two will create in bed. I believe true, erotic anal sex is a form of art. I didn’t ask if you’re on TRT but you might have to just to keep up with her! I started TRT several months after my wife started HRT. HAVE FUN!

I had never heard of this practice before, but there’s something so intimate and erotic about. It must be incredible having something so special to share together.

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After 120 days of HRT, the intensity of our sex life has not yet stabilized at a new level and continues to increase. Each week we reach a new milestone, but before I share yesterday’s milestone with you, let me summarize the previous ones.

Due to the long duration and logistical aspect of our squirting sessions, we used to have them only every two or three months, and only on weekends, when we have plenty of time to play and to clean up all the mess afterwards. As expected, HRT made her crave for more and more squirting sessions, first once a month, then twice, and this month we had sessions for two weekends in a row. Squirting sessions became wilder and more unpredictable. I’m not complaining, but since anal swaddling is the cornerstone of our sex life and we used to sleep connected only on weekends, this was creating a scheduling conflict (on the nights of squirting sessions, we get so exhausted that we can’t sleep connected). Now, she’s started asking me to sleep connected on random weekdays as well. I need to double-check the alarm clock so we don’t oversleep and arrive late for work.

It’s difficult for me to explain how a night of sleep is becoming more intense. HRT is pouring rocket fuel into her body, but her mind lagged behind and is now racing to keep up with her body’s desires. During the day, she restrains herself from jumping on me at social events, but at night, when her ego is sleeping, her body chases mine in bed. When I turn my back to her, she comes closer and hugs me from behind, playing the big spoon while I’m the little spoon. Sometimes she corners me in bed: she gets so close that I almost fall. When she turns her back on me, her foot “calls” me to big-spoon her. Then she pushes her hips back toward me, sticking her butt out at me. After some minutes, her foot intertwines with my foot, pinning me to her, specifically my pelvis against her pert butt: it’s really difficult to escape her foot lock.

Our swaddling ritual is slowly evolving into something less ceremonial, less verbal and more somatic. Since somnophilia, dormaphilia and sleep sex border on rape, we have developed an entire protocol for mutual authorization and signaling of pre-consent. But sixteen years of a solid swaddling routine gave us the confidence to read each other’s body language, so the practice is now venturing into uncharted waters, testing our own limits.

Now, when I plug me into her, it feels like her butt cushion doesn’t stay in my way, it’s like a flat butt (even though her butt is physically the same: round, fluffy, cozy, cute). HRT dissolved all her body’s resistance, and her ass “melts” around me: I reach her colon faster and stay deeper. Her foot applies the foot lock and pins me to her. Before HRT, whenever my penis pulsed inside her, her sphincter would squeeze me. After HRT, she squeezes me four times in a row, weaker-weak-strong-stronger. This creates a loop, a dialogue between our bodies while we sleep. Her colon also learned to use peristaltic movements to continuously caress my glans, slowly, from the tip to the base; after three caresses, her sphincter squeezes me. All of this helps me to regain and maintain an erection for longer: we stay plugged in for much longer and we sleep peacefully.

But yesterday, in the middle of night, her body jolted several times as if she had received electric shocks. She didn’t wake up, but I had to hold her. I suspect that these intense, involuntary full-body muscular contractions may have been anal-only orgasms, or an escalation towards them. This morning she remembered nothing, but her body knows exactly what happened. I’ll keep reading it; more news coming soon.