translation made by AI.
being on this forum and posting is not my voluntary form of spending my free time, but because he wanted this post the way I really see and think about the world. You Read and masturbate, dear.
First of all, I had to browse the forum and make an account here. I am pretty sure that most of the posts written by women here are made by men, their unrealistic wishful thinking is visible. I don’t believe in life that there are so many women who enjoy having their anus put in with such a crazy passion, that they are not aroused in any other way, you are not allowed to touch your breasts, you are not allowed to touch your clitoris, the vagina is completely forbidden, only enjoy putting big and even bigger things in your back hole, woman. learn to enjoy.
Anal sex started as it always starts, “would you like to try this dirty stuff that is currently in fashion”. I did it out of reciprocation. At first gently and rarely. over time everything got tougher. The pumping got deeper and stronger. more like Breaking something. I realized that the greatest pleasure for him is when I still struggle a little, but most men who write here and write on behalf of women want to hurt their wives and their assholes. I don’t even blame you anymore, you’re just like that here. Anal sex became more and more frequent. Pussy days became boring and were avoided, they became constant anal. I couldn’t even remember when the last time we had regular sex between a man and a woman. The bed sheets have to be dirty with lubricant and vomit, otherwise it’s not right. (I can avoid vomiting now). “your hole is too small”, “your hole needs to get bigger”, “I don’t get turned on by such a small hole”. These are sentences that some of you here have probably heard.
That was years ago, but today? Today my role is to be a rectal crater that simply surrounds a woman’s body. I learned from him that my bony and flat ass was a determining factor in the beginning of our relationship. The advantage of a flat ass is that the hole is visible even when you are standing, without spreading your buttocks.
That little detail decided the choice in my favor, a flat ass.
He says that the ass hole is the most important part of my entire body. Everything revolves around it. On weekends I get attention. He sits on the couch and watches, I stand by the sink, my lower body naked. He used to stuff things into my hole himself, he had a lot of imagination. Now he has become lazy and tells me that I have to stuff the toys in myself first. When he comes home from work, I have to wait for him, sitting on top of the toys that he has brought home again, and I have to wear the underwear that he has bought again. If I compare the objects that he stuffed into my intestines at the beginning or the ones that I have to stuff myself today, today only the pelvic bone sets the limit. Fortunately, there is a limit.
. I have to watch videos of some porn stars and then follow them or get encouragement that they enjoy it all there. At home I only have to expose my back hole, it has to be visible, available, stretched and worked on if possible, in the best case permanently open, which is really impossible to achieve but everyone here dreams of. But I have to train.
In the past, he was even turned on when is was able to fit something inside me a little. Today, everything is measured in depth, amplitude, speed. You don’t just have to be on the tip of the toy, you have to jump there, the dildo has to go deep in and out, fast, faster. My leg muscles are sore afterwards. Before, going over 15 cm was a fantastic challenge, now I jump 30 cm inside myself so I don’t feel the pain anymore. Or, well, I do, but that’s my problem. He mostly watches and masturbates. He probably hasn’t put his penis in my hole for a long time, because the size has changed so much, it’s no longer tight for him and I wouldn’t feel anything anymore. He mostly finishes in my throat.
Do I like this life or not? I guess I do. I like being someone’s shithole with legs. I have a specific task and if I do it well, everything is beautiful and I am always provided with everything I need for life. I can satisfy myself when I need to and maybe that’s not that important. It’s also good for my body shape, there’s no point eating anything on the weekends, my digestive system has other tasks.
Once he invited his friends to watch his show. I had to drive a big plug inside me for several hours for this, it was tough (now it’s no problem). He wanted it, he wanted to show what a fucking hot wife he had. and when I then lifted my skirt and shot it at their beer glasses with a smile, the open hole was sloshing behind me and when I saw their faces. I felt like a superstar. I wanted that feeling again.
I had more thoughts but they’re all gone now. Anyway, read and masturbate. I guess I got the mandatory character count I was told to get. The punishment will come anyway.
oh and honest criticism too - MY THROAT IS NOT STRETCHY
I REFUSE TO TAKE THIS BIG BLACK PIECE AT 4:00 AM, WAKE UP FROM MY SLEEP, UNPREPARED, WHEN YOU COME FROM THE BAR DRUNK. EVEN IF WE HAD A FIGHT AND YOU HATE ME A LITTLE, PLEASE NO.